yet another weekend

ytd was the 0728 'class' bbq in which at most 10 plus ppl came. it was at  mr nkt's hse at grande vista (:

as im really lazy to continue blogging bout it, i decide to leave u guys to read gabriel's blog/fb haha.

meanwhile tdy i went to run 2.4 and swim with jj and mel. aft that went to play pool. all done at tpy. yeh. both activities were all chui. nt up to standard at all...

somehow all rather my body feels numb in relation to time and everything that's happening around. ns, brief civilian weekend life. the impending A level results which is prolly in 10 days time or so. the prospect of going to ocs/sispec aft bmt. 

argh i just wanna sleep all day and wake up to find that everything was just a dream lol. for one thing it sure feels like one. things seem to happen so long ago and u feel like u are watching a tv show of ur own life playing in fast forward when u try to recall. doing things for the sake of doing it does nt show any sense of purpose. in fact to a certain extent some things feel more of escapism ie. doing things to escape reality.